i had a bad day
got f* up by customer for no reason. getting a complaint letter for no reason. got accused for no reason.
come on. tell me what's more?
say i am weak, say i am lousy, say i am hopeless. u think so? i think so. where is the confidence that the old meishan has? the confidence to strive hard. the confidence to motivate herself when everyone puts her down. the confidence in believing herself.
where has all her confidence gone? how successful she is in life? i am getting tired . let me go . stop the game. i am not good enough. i dun wanna act strong anymore. cuz i am not. stop pretending that you are great, u are not. i had had had enough.
pls cry. cry all out. you are simply weak and hopeless. hopeless and weak.
what do i want? what can i achieve? what's more to come? i am all out to challenge you.
FORGIVE MEISHAN. SHE REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
come on. tell me what's more?
say i am weak, say i am lousy, say i am hopeless. u think so? i think so. where is the confidence that the old meishan has? the confidence to strive hard. the confidence to motivate herself when everyone puts her down. the confidence in believing herself.
where has all her confidence gone? how successful she is in life? i am getting tired . let me go . stop the game. i am not good enough. i dun wanna act strong anymore. cuz i am not. stop pretending that you are great, u are not. i had had had enough.
pls cry. cry all out. you are simply weak and hopeless. hopeless and weak.
what do i want? what can i achieve? what's more to come? i am all out to challenge you.
FORGIVE MEISHAN. SHE REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
posted by mEishAn at 2:20 AM
1 Comments:
In some ways, I can relate to what you just said.
Here are some of the conclusions that I made from my experience so far.
It's so hard for your own beliefs and optimism to survive in that kind of shitty environment where people are just plain nasty. The worse kind are those who are manipulative.
So good that in the end, you'll doubt yourself, your own beliefs, your judgment as I had and as you now seem to be doing as well.
But whatever it is, just stay strong yeah.
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